Post by ~*lyssiesgirl*~ on Sept 22, 2005 15:55:21 GMT
sorry if its short but here is a taster. enjoy.
It all started when I was born basically, my dad a former demon called Belthazar aka Cole Turner, married my mother Phoebe Halliwell. When my mother became pregnant my father couldn’t handle it and left my mother, secretly although she would never say she blamed me for it and after I was born shut me out completely. I remember when I was little my mother didn’t even take me to school on my first day auntie Paige took me and sat with me for a while holding my hand, and auntie Piper picked me up. At dinner that night my mother ignored me, that night auntie Piper and auntie Paige were putting me to bed (as my mother refused to), Auntie Piper red me a story, auntie Paige was next to me holding my hand and stroking my hair. Uncle Kyle bought me some hot chocolate. At the end of the story uncle Leo orbed in because the special orby light made me feel safe and sleepy.
The next day at school we were playing stuck in the mud and I fell and broke my arm auntie Piper picked me up and took me to hospital that night my mother ignored me completely. When I started secondary we had to write an essay about our mother and father. I wrote some really nice things about my mother (even though she didn’t deserve it). When I got an A* I was really happy and took it home. I showed Uncle Leo Auntie Piper, Uncle Kyle and Auntie Paige they all smiled and said my mother would love it. When I showed her she ripped it up and threw it away, she told me not to meddle in things I didn’t understand.
When people would ask about my parents I would push them away and I wouldn’t talk to people at school I guess you could say I was a loner, but I didn’t care I was used to it. I don’t know if you have ever felt like you are surrounded by so many people yet you feel so alone, but that was how I used to feel. I had one best friend at school who is still my best friend even now she’s called Gemma, she’s like a sister to me and she is the only one who understands me and can cheer me up apart from the gang. I tried to find my father a few times but nothing came of it, In the end I started to tell myself that if he cared about me he would have come back and there would be no need for me to look for him. Maybe if I hadn’t of been born then my mother and father would still be together, I told this to Gem once, she told me not to be silly because if I wasn’t around then she would never have met me, (see she always cheers me up). I also tried to tell auntie Piper and auntie Paige this once, but they told me not to be silly and that deep inside my mother doesn’t want to tell me how much she loves me because she is scared I will leave like my father. I still have my doubts about whether she loves me or not but I can spend my whole life what ifing but it doesn’t help matters.
It all started when I was born basically, my dad a former demon called Belthazar aka Cole Turner, married my mother Phoebe Halliwell. When my mother became pregnant my father couldn’t handle it and left my mother, secretly although she would never say she blamed me for it and after I was born shut me out completely. I remember when I was little my mother didn’t even take me to school on my first day auntie Paige took me and sat with me for a while holding my hand, and auntie Piper picked me up. At dinner that night my mother ignored me, that night auntie Piper and auntie Paige were putting me to bed (as my mother refused to), Auntie Piper red me a story, auntie Paige was next to me holding my hand and stroking my hair. Uncle Kyle bought me some hot chocolate. At the end of the story uncle Leo orbed in because the special orby light made me feel safe and sleepy.
The next day at school we were playing stuck in the mud and I fell and broke my arm auntie Piper picked me up and took me to hospital that night my mother ignored me completely. When I started secondary we had to write an essay about our mother and father. I wrote some really nice things about my mother (even though she didn’t deserve it). When I got an A* I was really happy and took it home. I showed Uncle Leo Auntie Piper, Uncle Kyle and Auntie Paige they all smiled and said my mother would love it. When I showed her she ripped it up and threw it away, she told me not to meddle in things I didn’t understand.
When people would ask about my parents I would push them away and I wouldn’t talk to people at school I guess you could say I was a loner, but I didn’t care I was used to it. I don’t know if you have ever felt like you are surrounded by so many people yet you feel so alone, but that was how I used to feel. I had one best friend at school who is still my best friend even now she’s called Gemma, she’s like a sister to me and she is the only one who understands me and can cheer me up apart from the gang. I tried to find my father a few times but nothing came of it, In the end I started to tell myself that if he cared about me he would have come back and there would be no need for me to look for him. Maybe if I hadn’t of been born then my mother and father would still be together, I told this to Gem once, she told me not to be silly because if I wasn’t around then she would never have met me, (see she always cheers me up). I also tried to tell auntie Piper and auntie Paige this once, but they told me not to be silly and that deep inside my mother doesn’t want to tell me how much she loves me because she is scared I will leave like my father. I still have my doubts about whether she loves me or not but I can spend my whole life what ifing but it doesn’t help matters.
